Nourishing the Heart

Wednesday of the 3^rd Week in Ordinary Time

Hebrews 10:11-18; Mark 4:1-20

A man who lives not far away from me has made it clear that he really loves his lawn. It seems like every time I pass by, he’s out working on it. The effort shows; his lawn is the nicest I’ve seen. As for mine, I don’t do half what he does, and that shows, too. If you just pass by it, it may look fine, but trust me – if you stop and take a closer look, you’ll see way too many weeds lurking in the soil.

In the gospel, Jesus has made it clear that he’s also concerned about soil, but of a very different kind: the soil of our hearts. He certainly made the conditions ripe for growth, as the Author of Hebrews told us when he said, For by one offering he has made perfect forever those who are being consecrated (10:14). And not only that, God has planted the Word in our hearts (10:16). So, the issue Christ wants us to consider is, what have we done with that soil? Is it rich, soft, and full of growth like my neighbor’s, or is it more like mine – looking OK from a distance but, on closer inspection, full of weeds and hard patches where little grows? I have to ask myself:

• Do I spend too much time on work, social media, or other entertainment? If so, then some “fasting” is called for; I need to stop the overwork, cut back the hours on the internet and TV, and use that time to deepen my relationship with God, my family, friends, and those who need my time and attention.
  
• Do I worry about money, relationships, or success, rather than entrusting myself to God? If so, then I need to replace that worry with prayer, asking God to give me the grace to remove distractions from my heart, that I may bear better fruit.
  
• Speaking of fruit, what about the fruits of the Spirit? Looking at myself over these past months, have I become more loving, patient, kind, etc. (the fruits listed in Galatians 5:22-23)? If not, what sins are hindering their growth or hardening my heart? Nothing softens that soil like a good examination of conscience.
  
• If I resist that kind of examination, I have to ask myself whether I really trust in Christ’s saving work on the cross, as we heard in Hebrews, or if I rely more on my own strength and understanding. The antidotes to such pride are humility and fortitude; humility, that I accept whatever correction and guidance I’m given from Scripture, Church teachings, or spiritual mentors, and fortitude, that I may put it into practice.

Being the good soil our Lord wants is hard and sometimes painful work. Bad habits or ways of thinking that have formed over many years are like hardened soil that must be dug into, broken up, and turned over. Such transformation will not happen in a day or without His grace. But if we ask, and commit to working at it diligently, Christ will give us the grace needed to soften our heart, remove the weeds of sin, and nourish the seeds of faith. Only in this way can we be the soil that bears fruit for the Kingdom of God thirty and sixty and a hundredfold (Mark 4:20).

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